A you back then.
i thought you was someone you obviously wasn’t. i thought you cared but obviously you didn’t. i thought you wanted to be in my life, obviously not. i thought you cared about me, obviously i was wrong. i thought you was sorry, i couldn’t have been more wrong.
We argued continuously, and its like its not stopped since. Every argument breaks me, every argument made me cry. it made me feel like you hate me and didnt care about me. it made me distant from you like i didnt know you at all. you started to become a stranger to me.
i don’t understand you. you say you care about me still, and that you hate arguing also. you say that you’re ”sorry” for the arguments yet you did nothing to stop them or to prevent them. You never listened to me during or after the relationship. thats why we had the ssame conversations and the same arguments all over again. the reason being NOT because you made the same mistakes over and over again BUT the reason being that you never listened.
we had nothing in common. instead of being like ”2 peas in a pod” it was more like a dog and a cat in the same room. it would never work without a fight. But now you say you still want to be in my life? yet you ignore me like i dont even exist. Advice? Make an effort and then maybe i’ll believe you. prove you mean what you say through your actions and then maybe i’ll believe you. show me .
